Let’s face it. I don’t know what to feel anymore.

Am i really not upset that i’m stuck in mj? Am i really happy for the people who have a choice because i don’t? Am i jealous? Am i going to regret this?  Am i upset that i had a chance to go to a good school, a school i’m been dreaming of and i can’t take it? Is this really where i should be going?

oh Lord i need answers. I’m so twisted in knots that i’m getting lost. Have i made the right decision?

oh man, who am i kidding.

evening’s got me all emo now. and i’m supposed to be celebrating.

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janice and jinyi: thankyou! and congrats back! (:

cyn and Iat: sigh, maybe like everyone else you’re right. i dunno. *bursts into tears*