I thought that I was well prepared for all life had in store.
It seemed that I had everything and could not ask for more.
Now the things I thought I wanted have vanished with the wind.
But I won’t give in to despair. I’ll look again and look within.

For when God closes a door
He opens a window
But we need to open our eyes.
For when God closes a door
He opens a window
Blessings can come in disguise,
But we need to open our eyes.

It’s hard to know just what to do or even what to say
When hope is gone. You can’t go on, and everything looks gray,
And the things you thought you wanted are nowhere to be found.
If you feel lost and all alone then look again, and look around.

Sometimes we pray for an answer.
Sometimes the answer is “No!”
But what we do with each answer
Can show us how we live and how we grow.

And now, at last, I understand. I know just what to do,
And though it’s not the way I planned,
His plan comes shining through.
Thought I knew just what I wanted. Got what I need instead,
And with His love to guide me through,
I’ll look again and look ahead.

But we need to open our hearts.
Believe it, and that’s how it starts.

He Opens a Window – Jim Rule

i was only looking for a verse when i found this song. i can’t even find it to listen. but the lyrics are enough. that’s all i need.

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notes to self:

• enjoy yourself tomorrow.
• make friends
• have fun
• smile again.
• stop thinking about what your other friends are doing.
• and for goodness sake, stop crying. God has given you the best. Remember that.

time to get myself up the Apples and Pears to Bedfordshire. got a long day ahead tomorrow.

just don’t forget me.don’t leave me behind. promise we’ll still be friends. please.

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sherissa: thanks my darling. i love that verse. *goes to find it again*

peien, janice: you’re right (: thanks. i’m not gonna ruin my 2 years.

huizhi: awwww. thank you love! two of my favourite songs :D they’ve helped me alot.