now i know what it’s like to be heartbroken. i know what it’s like to be left out. i know what it’s like to drift apart, to lose contact. i know what it’s like to sit there and not know what they’re talking about, to not be able to join in, knowing i’ll never be able. just my luck, it’s happening again.

and they don’t know how much i cried on the way home.

everyone's where they wanna be, with whom they wanna be with. Everyone's having the time of their life. everyone's happy.

everyone but me, the one who can never do things right.

it’s all my bloody fault. i deserved this.