and i’m dead dead dead dead dead tired right now. reported at pasir ris park at figgin 6.30 this morning, had road race, went to elaine’s house to do bio PBL until like 5pm and then took an extremely long bus ride home. now i would like to collapse into slumber.

i actually planned a whole rant about our education system but you know what? i’m too tired to remember it now. even if i do write it it’ll probably come out ridiculous anyway. so forget it...

it was all just about how i’m hating this “oooh everyone must study their bums clean off and mug day in and day out at every second of the day.” jeez i think the whole society should slow down a lil no? here we are just running around like headless chickens chasing god knows what. we should all stop every now and then and take a good, deep breath. but yeah i know, everyone’s gonna say that if you don’t you won’t get anywhere and won’t get some stupid high paying job or whatever. and much to my dismay i guess they’re right. bloody hell.

yeah ignore me, i’m exhausted.

anyway school made us do this personality test and i’m:

INFJ

which means i’m an Idealist Councelor?

“Counselors have an exceptionally strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others, and find great personal fulfillment interacting with people, nurturing their personal development, guiding them to realize their human potential. Although they are happy working at jobs (such as writing) that require solitude and close attention, Counselors do quite well with individuals or groups of people, provided that the personal interactions are not superficial, and that they find some quiet, private time every now and then to recharge their batteries. Counselors are both kind and positive in their handling of others; they are great listeners and seem naturally interested in helping people with their personal problems. Not usually visible leaders, Counselors prefer to work intensely with those close to them, especially on a one-to-one basis, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes.

Counselors are scarce, little more than one percent of the population, and can be hard to get to know, since they tend not to share their innermost thoughts or their powerful emotional reactions except with their loved ones. They are highly private people, with an unusually rich, complicated inner life. Friends or colleagues who have known them for years may find sides emerging which come as a surprise. Not that Counselors are flighty or scattered; they value their integrity a great deal, but they have mysterious, intricately woven personalities which sometimes puzzle even them.

Counselors tend to work effectively in organizations. They value staff harmony and make every effort to help an organization run smoothly and pleasantly. They understand and use human systems creatively, and are good at consulting and cooperating with others. As employees or employers, Counselors are concerned with people's feelings and are able to act as a barometer of the feelings within the organization.

Blessed with vivid imaginations, Counselors are often seen as the most poetical of all the types, and in fact they use a lot of poetic imagery in their everyday language. Their great talent for language-both written and spoken-is usually directed toward communicating with people in a personalized way. Counselors are highly intuitive and can recognize another's emotions or intentions - good or evil - even before that person is aware of them. Counselors themselves can seldom tell how they came to read others' feelings so keenly. This extreme sensitivity to others could very well be the basis of the Counselor's remarkable ability to experience a whole array of psychic phenomena.”

this description is surprisingly exactly SUPER DEAD TRUE about me. hmmm. coool!

and yesterday, it was AMAZING and FABULOUS to be in TK again, seeing familiar faces, teachers and uniforms. it felt like going home. and now i’m home sick! D:

right, time for a bath, then imma go jump into bed.

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cyn: xD they’re lovely pictures!! and some you took as well. can’t wait till the next first sunday!! xD

janice: I MISS 4A TOOOO! and at least you can see yingtai and yughan everyday. there’s no TK people in my class at all. T.T