yeah, people say look on the bright side. i try, it’s hard. for a start i’m still trying to find a bright side, let alone look on it. i’m still stuck in darkness, in a pit of work, homework, tests and whatever all piled up.

hah. there’s NO WAY i’m passing maths tomorrow. it’s 9.20pm and i’m not even confident about chemistry and i have 6 maths chapters to look through and half of them i’m rubbish at. i’m this close to just letting maths go and working towards passing chemistry. it’ll probably be better to study real hard and pass chemistry and make mr chong happy than study neither here nor there for both and pass none anyway. then again if i mug chem, forget about maths and still come home failing both – that will be just awful. and awful will be an understatement.

i really feel for those with 3+ tests tomorrow, and take my hat off to them. i only have 2 and i can’t even handle it.

hah i’ve spent 10 minutes complaining. i should just shut up now.

i guess sorry if i seem to complain too much, sorry if i don’t deserve to complain and that there are people with plight’s far worse than mine. sorry if i seem a horrid twep that has nothing positive to say or a stubborn fool that doesn’t know how to let go, move on and strive hard.(the latter i probably am though) but i gotta put this somewhere otherwise if i keep it all in me head i think it’ll just explode with the stress. i guess this is where i kinda let my brains and crazy weird thoughts loose.

and that won’t be good for my tests.

OKAY my sister just told me that she doesn’t have school tomorrow. ERRRRRRRRRRRGHHGHHH! bloody lucky.